hw 6 food diary.

9/29/10

today for lunch i ate 2 slices of pizza. I choose the pizza beacause it taste pleasing and there is a 10 second waiting time for it. I like the way that it is cheap as well. I dont like how it is boiling hot when i get it though. I usually get pizza during lunch. This was no exception. I enjoyed it a lot but i felt pretty nasty. I hate eating while walking, which is what i was doing with my pizza. It was also raining a bit that day so along with my pizza, there was rain water in it. But i still ate it with pleasure because afterall i did pay for it. I looked up the calorie count for the pizza and it sed 1,900 calories per slice! i literally ate for 2 days, because i had 2 slices and on top of that i had a snack which was a soda from 7 11 and some crackers that had about 300 calories. i felt so nasty but i felt satisfied for that day. When i went home all i had to eat was a little plate of noodles and broccoli. it tasted kind of salty which made me feel like i was eating salt water, but as disgusted as i was i still ate it and i dont kno why.

9/30/10
today i had a subways sandwhich for lunch, it was a blt on italian bread, with a side of chips and a drink. It was delicious. i looked at the calories and it had about 540 calories altogether. It was good and i felt kind of good. i got my veggiwes in the sandwhich and there was no grease dripping everywhere. i guess it all soaked into the bread. It was a great lunch and i will definitely get it again. I was thinking to myself why is it that i eat a lot? i came up with the answer of, money. I eat a lot so i waste my money on something for myself so I could be satisfied. I feel like it has to do with greed and its like if i have the money why not buy 10 dollar lunches everyday. i feel like if i weren't to have a good amount of money in my wallet, i woud eat less portions of things and maybe make me slimmer, but then i think about it and its like im just going to make up for the missing calories when i go to my grandma's house. Later on that night after i hung out i came home and i was hungry so i called my brother when i was near my building and i told him to come down so we can get some food. We ended up going to white castle and went crazy. I ended up spending 22 dollars on all the food and it was kind of worth it. The food looked so delicious. I knew that i at least ate 3,00 or more calories that night. I felt so good though. It was like a drug. I eat when i feel like it, sometimes when im not really hungry. When i am with certain people though i tend to never eat for the whole day. I have no urges to eat and i feel great. When i am with other people like family, i tend to eat a lot because i feel more comfort eating with them around.